“In
the 1930s the most famous living author was William Somerset Maugham. He was an accomplished novelist, a great
playwright, and a short story writer.
“In
1965 Maugham was ninety-one years old and fabulously wealthy. Royalties were continuing to pour in from all
over the world despite the fact that he had not written a word in years. . . He
was experiencing incredible success. But
how did Maugham respond to his success?
What had it brought to his life?”
An
article written by Maugham’s nephew after he visited his uncle before his death
gives some insight.
“I
looked round the drawing room at the immensely valuable furniture and pictures
and objects that Willie’s success had enabled him to acquire. . . Willie had 11
servants . . . He dined on silver plates . . . But it no longer meant anything
to him. The following afternoon, I found
Willie reclining on a sofa, peering through his spectacles at a Bible which had
very large print. He looked horribly
wizened, and his face was grim. ‘I’ve been reading the Bible you gave me . . .
and I’ve come across the quotation: “What shall it profit a man if he gain the
whole world and lose his soul?” I must
tell you, my dear Robin, that the text used to hang opposite my bed when I was
a child . . . Of course, it’s all a lot of bunk. But the thought is quite interesting all the
same.’ That evening, in the drawing room
after dinner, Willie flung himself down onto the sofa. ‘Oh, Robin, I’m so tired . . .’ He gave a gulp and buried his head in his
hands. ‘I’ve been a failure the whole
way through my life,’ he said. ‘I’ve
made mistake after mistake. I’ve made a
hash of everything.’ I tried to comfort
him ‘You’re the most famous writer
alive. Surely that means
something?’ ‘I wish I’d never written a
single word,’ he answered. ‘It’s brought
me nothing but misery. . . .Everyone who’s got to know me well has ended up by
hating me. . . . My whole life has been a failure. . . . And now it’s too late
to change. It’s too late. . . .’ Willie looked up, and his grip tightened on
my hands. He was staring towards the
floor. His face was contorted with fear,
and he was trembling violently. Willie’s
face was ashen as he stared in horror ahead of him. Suddenly, he began to shriek. ‘Go away!’ he cried. ‘I’m not ready. . . . I’m not dead yet. . . . I’m not dead yet, I
tell you. . . .’ His high-pitched,
terror-struck voice seemed to echo from wall to wall. I looked around, but the room was empty as
before. ‘There’s no one there, Willie.’ Willie began to gasp hysterically” (R. Kent
Hughes).
Join us this week at ElmCreek Community Church as we look at what John 6:22-59 tells us about Jesus being the Bread of life and the
joy of having eternal life through Him alone.
Striving to know Christ and make Him known,
Pastor Mark
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